I am a woman. I was drafted in the Army in my early years, and now I am a division-level officer in the General Staff Headquarters of the Army. Soon, I’ll be retired. As I look back, for more than half of my life, I have followed the Chinese Communist Party (CCP). It, indeed, created an easy path for my first half of life; and I can be regarded as a successful professional woman. However, whenever I reminisce, I could not attain peace in my heart. The CCP is not the Party that I genuinely need. It could not give me a smidgen of peace in my heart.  It would not even let me die in peace because I’d always worry whether I might be liquidated within the Party.  There’s no kindness in the CCP, endless struggles for power and corruption. Its actions are just the opposite of what it says. It’s dark with violence and full of evil.

I have a premonition from my inner conscience that the CCP is not able to rule the 1.3 billion people in China. As the majority of Chinese citizens are wakening at a fast pace and the middle class rises, the autocracy absolutely cannot continue on any further in China. It is doomed to sustain the dictatorship through persecuting its people. The nature of the CCP is the autocracy. I believe its doom is not far off.

If I ever submit myself to the CCP for the sake of my promotion before, I repent now before my retirement the wrongdoings I have ever committed. I would like to say sorry to those whom I have ever harmed. I was deceived to enter the CCP before and now I understand the truth and I believe it is not too late. May the True Lord bless the kind people, and please forgive me. Amen.

In addition, On behalf of my husband Li and my son, I would like to proclaim that my husband quits the CCP and my son quits the pioneering league. From now on, we don’t have any association with the CCP and its affiliated Groups.

Political Commissar Yuan, Mr. Li, and son

Shanghai, China